Saturday, November 23, 2019

The 'Will' of God ... Why

Early on August 3rd (2019) John sent me a text asking if I would share with the ‘Rise Above’ group at Capital Park Wesleyan about my recent experience and travels into the Dominican Republic. The following Monday we chatted for a few minutes on the phone as he clarified that if I wanted, that he’d like me to share in music with the group and then tell them 'why’ I do what I do, giving some examples. So, I thought, “That’s a good question”. I know that I do what I do, but why? I’m not sure that I’ve ever fully explained that, to myself, let alone anyone else.

So, being the type of guy that likes to ‘ponder’ things, I began to ponder. As well, I asked my wife, “Why do I do what I do”? She basically said, “Because you like to serve”, plus you like youth and baseball. This is true. For the past couple of years I’ve seen more and more the Lord directing me toward my Psalm 37:4 desires. That is, “Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.” And the pinnacle of that desire is: ‘Youth, Baseball and the Gospel’.

As I continued to ponder, the words that resonated most within my thoughts, were … child – will – call…

Born to but a 16 ½ year old girl, I was the first of four children. My biological father would leave months prior to the birth of my baby brother. And though not a Christian upbringing, what I did receive was amazing foundation of strength and character through my mother. And although my father contributed very little time into my life, I consider myself fortunate that I did receive a couple pearls. One of those was in July of 1971 when he took me backpacking for the first time and I was able to witness something, which prior to I had only read about…that was the ‘Milky Way’. And now, nearly fifty years later, the immense beauty of the stars … the beauty of creation, continue to bring joy and emphasis into my life.

If I were to tell my story through song, I believe that the song ‘Beautiful’ by Shawn McDonald ... would tell my story. He writes ...


As I look into the stars
Pondering how far away they are
How You hold them in Your hands
And still You know this man
You know my inner most being, oh
Even better than I know, than I know myself
What a beautiful God
What a beautiful God
And what am I, that I might be called Your child

As I look off into the distance
Watching the sun roll on by
Beautiful colors all around me, oh
Painted all over the sky
The same hands that created all of this
They created you and I
What a beautiful God
What a beautiful God
And what am I, that I might be called Your child
What am I, what am I
That You might know me, my King
What am I, what am I, what am I







What am I, what am I
That You might know me, my King
What am I, what am I
That You might die, that I might live
What am I, what am I, what am I, what am I

What am I…What am I…What am I
What am I…What am I

Beautiful lyrics © Sony/ATV Music


 The song says, “As I looked into the stars”. So, on that day in July 1971 I came face to face with creation. Yet, something was missing. It would not be until almost exactly five years later, on July 25th, 1976 that I would come face to face with the Creator. The song continues, “What am I that I might be called Your child”. I look into the stars and I see … phenomenal! Yet, God looks at us and He says, “Made in My image”! And Shawn continues, “What am I that You might die, that I might live. What am I, what am I”?

'Why' do I do what I do? It is because of 'what' I am. I am created in the image of God. The same God who created those amazing stars is the very same God who created and then restored you and I. Yet, again I ask, "Why do I do what I do"? As well, it is because of you! The plural 'you', whom also are created in His image. 

Paul gives us a great example in Romans 15 of the plural 'you'. In this 'fallen' world there are the strong and there are those without strength, i.e. the weak. We who are strong have an obligation, a debt, it is our due to be strength for those without strength, the weak.

So I know my why. Because I am an amazing creation ... and because 'you' are as well. 

I hope that when you look up into the stars … that you likewise can see phenomenal. Yet, knowing that the Creator, the Savior, He sees so much more in each and every one of us. Don’t you forget that! Don’t ever forget that YOU ... are created in His image!


I am his child...created in His image...this is the 'Why'
In the post that follow I will continue to ponder the will ... and the call


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